Day 001 – Fresh Beginning

Good Morning/Afternoon/Wonderful Day Esther,
I deactivated my facebook yesterday… and yet I still manage to find ways to distract myself… I pray you won’t have this problem that I have to deal with….
Day 1
Day 1, I think this should be good, perhaps I’ll go back on Facebook, perhaps I won’t…. I guess I’ll make that decision when I get there, if I get into University, that won’t be happening for a while… perhaps starting a tumblr account would give me somewhere to share photo’s…
Or perhaps I won’t even try to think about it right now….
I hope you’re having a good week!!

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07/03/13 Dear Esther, Day Three


Dear Esther,

Wow, this is the first time I’ve made it to the third day in a blog/letter writing thing… Pretty much ever… I’m really pleased with that ^_^ (thats a smiley face by the way). Well, so far I’ve had a class, Nutrition, and I’m really excited because, as you can see in the photo above, I finally faced my fears and went up the ladder to up stairs!!! Its not that I’m afraid of heights… just of falling… I just hate the idea of falling and breaking something I guess. but I went 9ft (almost 3 meters!!) off the ground!! Thats pretty high, I mean I’ve climbed higher on a rock climbing wall before, but thats pretty terrifying when you haven’t got anything to stop you falling other than your own hand’s grip and your mind trying to keep itself busy… I’ll admit after I got up there, I didn’t feel scared anymore, because I was past the hardest part!! Other than getting down, that was scary.. However, I went up a second time after my lesson, so I’m starting to feel more confident and comfortable, I even walked over to the other side of the upstairs, which was fun because thats just walking across boards put there to step on, and not even the proper flooring…. Scary… that is one word to explain my first thoughts… I will say that it was COMPLETELY worth it!! I was able to stand just infront of my room and look out the windows and think to myself just how blessed I am… 

I hope your day will be as awesome as mine is so far!!

Love Beccy

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John 15:9-11 As…

John 15:9-11 As the Father has loved Me, so have I loved you. Now remain in My love. If you obey My commands, you will remain in My love, just as I have obeyed My Father’s commands and remain in His love. I have told you this so that My joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.

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06/03/13 Dear Esther – Day Two

Dear Esther,

I was thinking about you when I woke up this morning, and so, as I am always, I prayed for you, I don’t know if any thing is up today, but I’m hoping that you’ll have an awesome time learning new things.. At the moment I’m sitting at my desk looking out of my window and marvelling at how such a small amount of rain could cause such beauty to surround us, despite it always being beautiful here, the mixture of the green and the brown-verging-on-green grass in the paddocks and the peacefully empty ones surrounding us, meaning no annoying bleating sheep at 6 o-clock in the morning, its a relief I tell you.. I have a test to do on Friday, with your mum of course, she’s so awesome… I told her about wanting to write this group of letters to you last night and I thought I’d explain why I want to write to you..

In your own little way you remind me a lot of what I was like when I was your age, learning with the changes in the times and watching the world progress from your young eyes, I bet sometimes its quite a sight to see. Back on subject, why did I start this? Because I want to be able to be a good friend and I want to help you to grow up to be the best Princess Esther that you can be, and when I say Princess, I don’t mean, having everything you want, I mean being a daughter of the most high God, someone who is diplomatic (able to deal with situations without fighting), someone who knows how to hold her head high despite whatever everyone else is saying about her.

I love you dearly little Esther,

Have a wonderful day!

Your big sister in Christ,


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05/03/13 – Dear Esther, Day One



To the lovely Esther,


I know it has only been a few days since I last saw your happy smiling Esther face, and yet
 so much seems to have happened since I saw you. I found myself crying the other day, for your loss and for impact of the loss of such a special friend for everyone who knew Lizzy. Even though I haven’t known her long, much like you and your family, I find myself counting her as a dear part of my family. I wish right now that I could be there to give you a huge hug, and so I’m sending one right now through your Mum, for all of you. I can honestly say I know exactly how you feel, I lost a dear pet of mine, a Shetland Sheepdog x Golden Retriever named Candy when I was about your age, I remember I took it pretty hard, she was one of those few friends I had and I guess in that way we are similar, like you, I just had my church friends and my family, and a few other from other activities I did outside of school. However, God helped me to get through those tough moments of crying, I buried myself in God and my school work, and found comfort in the older people around me who could give me a hug and tell me it was all going to be okay. And dearest Esther, if you find yourself needing a hug and a shoulder to cry on, even though you have all of your awesome family, I’m only a phone call away, and I’ll do my best to be there for you, because you are a beautiful and special young lady with a call of God on your heart.
Don’t let this make you sad Esther, because Lizzy is in a better place, with Jesus, in heaven, waiting at the gates for you, where one day you’ll see her again, and all the other pets that have gone on ahead.
May God bless you and keep you Esther,
you’re like the little sister I wish I had…
Love you lots
ps. I hope you’ll cherish all the memories that you’ve had with her over time… Just like I did for my memories of Candy…
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